My mom is sick she's bipolar & she does coke she stopped for a while but she's back on it I'm only 16 I have a 9 year old sister that lives with me as well my mom emotionally damages me everyday from telling me I can't do anything right to making me feel like I cause her life to be a living hell she doesn't tell me she loves me anymore I'm not sure when the last time she hugged me was she looks at me in disgust and my feelings are just so hurt because I would do anything for my mom she lies to get money from my dad saying it's for us but doesn't do anything for us  I'm at the point we're I just want to kill myself im two months pregant haven't had any doctor care she won't take me to the hospital or anything I'm not sure what to do at this point she threatens to hit me 24/7 I'm just loosing it