I can't cope

El
Will there be a day I don't feel so down ? Will I ever move on from this and stop thinking about her tiny fingers and her tiny toes or her little nose. So perfect! It's only been 3 weeks but I just don't feel like it'll ever get better. I BN lost my baby at 10 weeks I knew it was a girl I just felt it. My heart just doesn't seem to be mending. I go back to work Tuesday but all I want to do it stay in bed. Good days and bad but as night draws in I get sad :(