I was disgusted with my body, I hated myself, and what it did. But now I'm almost done bleeding and my severe cramps and back pain are gone, last night was the first time I had some real happiness shine upon me, wanting to try again, wanting to get my rainbow baby, and loving my body for the first time since it's almost back to normal from being so bloated for a while...maybe I'm coping, maybe I'll cry at times but I'm ready for my new baby to come and bless me and their daddy. I'm ready🌟🌈