Please, if you could, may you read this? I would love some help. 

Okay, so I want to say this now. 

I have not told many people about my Trichotillomania or Dermotillomania. They both are disorders that can be caused by many things, ESPECIALLY anxiety. It has made me more insecure and sensitive about my body and lifestyle. Trichotillomania, if you don't know, is a disorder of which you pull out your hair, any type of hair. I am currently pulling out my hair from my scalp.. have been fighting it for almost 6 years now. I went from my eyebrows, which are thankfully back, to my eyelashes, which are still growing but mascara bothers me so I don't put it on anymore, to this right now. People have told me so many things about my hair and tell me to stop but they don't know that you don't think about it while doing it. It just happens, and with mine, it is almost impossible to stop or take my mind off of it. For Dermotillomania, it's when you scratch at scabs or your head, pimples, bug bites, or whatnot. It causes your skin to develop scars and imperfections, sometimes discoloring on my forehead for that is where I do it and on my scalp as well.. My anxiety has always been through the roof with bullying and all of the hateful words to me, but I try to stay strong. I don't like hearing what people say to me, or hearing when others say people were talking behind my back. It has really damaged my view of myself, believing that I'm worthless and ugly because of my "imperfections". I used to wear hats all the time to try and hide my lost hair, which has made my hair very thin, threatening to make me bald in two years or so if I can't fix this. It doesn't help that I have ADHD, for it makes me even more stressful and scared. I've recently developed depression from cornering myself and hiding from others. I am not sociable anymore and it pains me. I hope that these disorders would have more support and for more people to know about it. I would like to know that the people here can provide me with some knowledge and care. If anyone else has Trichotillomania or Dermotillomania, could you share your stories? Thank you for reading what I have said. It's been a tough few years of my life.