I recently had a miscarriage (about 3 months ago) still TTC. Me and my husband always knew we wanted children but just kinda had it in our mind set "when it happens, it happens" after the miscarriage we both realized how much we wanted to start our family. During the miscarriage it was very hard for me... in my husbands family they all have children right away and don't believe in birth control. Iv never been on birth control either. But when we weren't getting pregnant right away everyone was talking behind my back and I knew they were. When we found out I was pregnant we didn't want to tell alot of people until further along, knowing the possibility of miscarriaing, but I told my sister in law. Thinking she wouldn't tell. Well she went and told the rest of the family and everyone else she knew (btw my husband is a family of 10.) And later during my miscarriage she first questioned me and asked me if I was sure I'm not just having a period and if I went to the docter to get my blood taken (witch I did). Then she started to spread rumers and said how I was leing the whole entire time. All while my hormones were going crazy and I was triple emotional wreck! I didnt want to tell my husband about any of it knowing how close his family is. And I honestly thought he would protect his sister over me. When my husband found out about all this he went straight to her confronted her and told her to never speak to me again until she apologized. After that I couldn't even look at her without getting some kind of anger in me. After praying long and hard it took alot but I'm finally in the process of forgiving her. Now we are hoping that this month will be our blessed one and we will start our family:) wish us luck!!