I'm so sad my period is starting again...

AB
Last week I found out my husband has a low sperm count.  I thought maybe this month would be the month.  I was praying I would not have to undergo <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a> and that this would be the month I got my BFP.  Now I'll have to schedule my hsg next month after my period has ended. I'll never understand why some get pregnant fast and others struggle.  It's so heartbreaking.  I'm scared to start fertility treatments we really can't afford it.  I just feel like there is something wrong or that I did something where I don't deserve a baby.