Ready for AF so we can TTC!

Alaina • Married 9.10.11 👰🏻 Angel baby Joseph 5.29.17 👼🏻 Rainbow baby Alivia 2.4.19 💗 Fraternal Twins James and Josie 5.2.20 💙💜
So this is my vent for the day... it's been 1 month today since I lost my precious baby boy at 18w4d. I bled a little over 2 weeks and the past two days I've been very grumpy, tired and cold. These are all symptoms I had when I would get my period. Today I started having some slight cramping, it feels totally different now than it did before I gave birth. So the reason I'm venting is that I just want to start my period so I can ty to conceive again! I just want to have that joy back and lessen the sadness I feel, especially today! I wish AF would just come already!!!! Thanks ladies for letting me vent!!!