I miscarried back in November. The same day I was miscarrying, my sister in law calls to tell my husband and I that she is pregnant with child number 3. I couldn't find myself to be happy at the moment and she called me selfish and hateful even though she knew what I was going through. Fast forward to yesterday, she gave birth to her baby three weeks early. Which of course is roughly around the time I would have given birth to mine. I can't bring myself to be happy for her. As horrible as it sounds, I just associate her baby with my miscarriage and I'm numb to her baby. Does this make me a horrible human being or is it normal? I don't know. But it's painful to see all of these pictures. Hopefully my husband and I get our happy ending soon enough. 😔