Oh my body! 👙

Maria
Ok so here is the deal, I'm a very latin girl (as in big boobs and ass, all natural) living in China and where most of all the girls are SUPER skinny.
I definitely have had problems with being self confident since I was a little child because I was always "the chubby one" and boys didn't like me.
I lost some wight through the years, I now have a boyfriend which we have been together for 4 years and the last year and a half we've been living together. He says I am super sexy and I believe him! But every time I go out I can't stop feeling like a fat pig and feeling remorse of everything I eat.
The other day I went to H&M and tried this bikini which I loved, saw myself on the mirror and thought "I'm not fat! Why am I always thinking this and treating myself like that?!"
Has it ever happened to you?