close friends. now it's junior year of high school and we're best friends, talking every day, calling each other before we go to bed. but i'm so hopelessly in love with him. and it's not a love i can't describe or make up. even my mom said we're going to get married, and she knows how hard it is for me because i love him so deeply. we've spoken about this, and he doesn't want a relationship right now, in his words, "don't get your hopes up." and i don't know what to do.