I'm not sure if it's because I'm not really experienced sexually that much but when im reading all of these other posts about people who live it out- I get kinda sad and wonder if I'm being a bandwagoner. I mean, I do want to experiment with it a lot and have some a tiny bit. I can't really do much because i live with my family still and they wouldn't really be fond of me likening to the hype of wanting to submit. It's so much to learn!! Just a little rant but advice is welcomed! Oh and side note : 50 Shadds of Grey has NOTHING to do with my curiosity, I felt like I would be into it from a young age just didn't come out until I got older and could be with someone I trust with that side of me.