Made the first step...

So today I told the abortion clinic I don't want a termination.... Go me!
I had booked a consultation for a termination because my partner isn't ready for this baby.... but I am ready and I don't want to terminate.. 
I haven't yet told him that I have cancelled the whole thing... I'm not looking forward to it... I could be facing this pregnancy alone which will be hard as I have a 21 month old son too.. but I am prepared to stand my ground and not be forced into an abortion... I hope he stands by me as he does want children. Just not yet. No time like the present I say...
I'm 8 weeks today, have my first midwife appointment in 6 days time.
I've told him.. He's sticking by me. (For now) 😬