Im going thru my 4th pregnancy.. last yr i had 2 mc and my midwife and 2nd ultrasound apt is coming up... the first ultrasound i had was at 4 weeks and they did not see anything at all.. went to my dr for the ultrasound results and told me that this pregnancy is not looking good.. i had my blood work done 2xs after that and it doubled they way it should.. now that 2nd ultrasound is coming up.. im scared.. im scared of not hearing the heartbeat.. im scared of getting another negative news... i pray sooo much but the feeling just wont go away.. i dont want to tell my family or my husband as i just dont want to give them unnecessary worries.. i know im being paranoid but no matter where i put my attention... the worries keep coming back...