confused with sexuality🏳️‍🌈(please read)

I'm going to go back to when I was little. When I was younger I always idolized females. It was usually a teacher or a celebrity. I never had posters of boy bands, only female celebrities and I had fan pages for female "celebrities". Throughout middle school I always had crushes on guys and never on girls. I didn't think anything of it until the past two or so years. In 8th grade I became really depressed thinking about my sexuality because I was so confused. I didn't want to be gay or bi, I wanted to be straight. I think one of the main reasons I was so depressed was because I didn't have a good support system. Nobody at my middle school was apart of the LGBT community and that I guess scared me. Now that I'm in high school I am surrounded by supportive people who are either apart of the LGBT community or extremely supportive. Now that I am in a supportive environment, I am more comfortable and open to coming to terms with my sexuality. I want to quickly add I've only had one crush on a girl and I don't really know if it was a crush but I'm still going to say it was a crush. And in public I find myself attracted to "older" women(young adults, celebrities, etc.) However, I don't find myself sexually attracted to them or wanted to marry a woman when I am older. Though I am attracted(would you say I'm attracted?) to women, I am attracted to men. Especially college guys😍😍😂. I see myself marrying a man and being sexually attracted to them. (TMI but I think some helpful information: when I masturbate I can get off thinking about guys but I get easily distracted? I don't really know how to explain it)