Like I'm gonna take care of her, she's gonna be fine!! I love her !!! I will make sure she's fine. I don't think they (my family) understand what I went through this entire pregnancy, the toll it is taking on my mind and body etc... I appreciate the support and the love I really do but it's like give me a fucking break and let me breathe or else I'm gonna lose my fucking mind.

My child is in the NICU! my baby came a whole almost 3 months early & im still Handling myself well, I'm still doing what I have to do for her and it's still my baby! Everyone feels like they know what's best for her besides me...

Sorry I just needed to vent.

Also everyone in my family basically saw her already, would it be selfish for me and her dad to just limit visits to him and I just so we can have our time to watch her grow etc? That's what I'm going to do but with the family I have that will be an issue too but I don't even care at this point ! 

Thanks for reading, I feel like I have nobody to speak to sometimes