Struggling

So....i was prescribed zoloft on friday about 5 days ago.

I have yet to take it cause i am so worried about the withdrawls and side effects. But im starting to think i should just take it. I have two prescriptions i filled the 25 mg and have 50 mg on file at my pharmacy.

I thought i was feeling better but im not so sure. Some days im ok other days i have short temper. Dont want to be crowded. Anxiety about me dieing or not being here for my kids. My SO has been off work for the last 3 days and has the next week off. Because im having a hard time dealing. 😣

I dont know what to do.

I just wish i could stop feeling this way😟