I have no friends,I'm 21 in college and have no one. All I have is my boyfriend but we are in a LDR right now. I try to visit him sometimes but it's hard cause of the money and my parents don't like the fact I always visit him but he doesn't visit me. Plus he is always busy with his own life. I end up crying cause I have no one. My boyfriend had so many friends and family members while I have no one. I'm not close with my family because of drama.  I'm so jealous of him. I pray everyday. I read the Bible everyday. I worship everyday. But yet I'm still saddened. I just want one friend. Every friendship was always fake. I always told myself I rather be alone than be with a fake. But maybe I regret that statement. If life is like this I want it to end....now.