i bled for two months straight, stopped for a month, and now i'm just very cranky, moody, having a lot of soreness in the breast area. as well as this, my baby fever has spiked. no matter what, when i see babies i get excited and cry every time i watch a show and one is born. is this normal for the Mirena? i am about 99% sure I am not pregnant, but more on the concerned side that this may be regular. I was always an advocate of abortion since once i finish my bachelor's degree i'm going for my master's and i want to save and be prepared for children. but recently i feel like if i were pregnant, i wouldn't be able to give the child up like that. 

i guess this is more of sharing than wanting advice. i just feel so different now. i got on the birth control to control the birth but i feel like now i can't stop thinking about having kids. especially because there is someone i want to settle down and raise a family with. but they of course do not reciprocate the feelings and has left me heart broken.

ok end of rant.