build up my self esteem?!

Charisma • Love yourself ✌🏻️
I feel bad so I look bad and when I don't care about how I look or how I feel it makes me feel worse. Make sense? I guess not but I just haven't felt like my confident self. I am plus size and used to have an eating disorder so my body is a little messed up but I'm very confident usually and like my body while improving it.. But lately I just feel.. Bleh.