I'm losing hope πŸ˜“πŸ˜“

Deanna
So I'm CD10 had a couple low BBT but not below my cover line. Two days ago I had some spotting and brown stuff that stopped yesterday. Today I wipped and got more little brown and red stuff!! I have mild cramping that goes to each side sometimes on both!! I can't touch my middles!! I don't know when my period comes due to irregular periods April and May! This month finally had a normal period. My BBT is in the 98 this am. I don't know what to think but I'm giving up hope. My OB had me start charting last month to make sure I ovulate and this month was going so great till the pass couple of days!! Does anyone know what's going on?! Yesterday I tested and looked liked a very faint line and everyone said it looked BFP. Took one this am with a different test and was BFN.. I'm to the point of stopping all this and letting God take control.Β