friend was right...

I was hoping and kept telling her she's wrong and it wouldn't happen. But I feel like now she's right... she has a lot of problems worth her fiancé that he doesn't help her enough taking care of their son. And most of the time he rather drink with his friends(which her fiancé and my boyfriend are best friends) such as tonight, she's working he's suppose to be watching their kid but he came over to our house to hang out and drink. Which wouldn't be an issue, he just doesn't know when to cut it off then he's hungover all day the next day and doesn't get up with their kid. Now I'm like in the same situation. And it's only been a week... my boyfriend works 4 days a week 14 hour days, so he sleeps when he gets home. Then his days off he'll drink then sleep like all day the next day. He gets off Thursday morning and he'll drink and sleep the rest of the afternoon/night. When I was pregnant I kept telling him he needs to slow down(when I was about due) because I could go into labor anytime and what would I do if he was drunk. Thankfully I went into labor when he was at work. But a week ago is when we came home from the hospital, he took an extra day off and ended up hanging it to drink. Which I didn't care really because I felt fine, and at the time it was just my reaction just to take care of him myself. Especially since when he'd be back to work I'd be all by myself. But after this weekend I'm getting frustrated. He drank Thursday when he got off but we took our son and dogs for a short walk before so it was fun and I hung out with him the whole time. But then he's passed out the rest of the day/night so I'm taking care of our son myself, even Friday he slept all day. And went to drink again. Which Thursday night our son was up all night crying. So I hardly got any any sleep. I took a few nap Friday when my son was sleeping. But like I just said he drank last night, I was so tired I finally got our son to know his night and day so he was sleeping perfectly but I didn't get much sleep again because I got woken up at 1am by him(for a reason but I was really frusterated). And I was suppose to be up to take my son out today to hang out with family which I did, but on little sleep. I took a nap when We got home. But of course he's hanging out with his friends again(over at our house) so I'm currently upstairs trying to sleep, but my son is being really fussy, I don't know why, and has to get up in an hour to eat. While he's outside with his buddies drinking. Like he does help me, even eariler today he fed and changed him for me, he'll do it if I ask him, and last night he said he'd feed and change him for me for waking me up, which I ended up doing myself anyways. But I feel like he doesn't help me enough. Like why do I have to be the only one up here dealing with a screaming baby and not know what's wrong. I know he can't help, but at least be here dealing with it with me. Since I'm the only one that ever does. He's told me its kind of hard for him because since he's just a baby it's hard for him to be interested since he just sleeps, and eats. And because I just take over, and don't ask for help. Which is my fault. I just tried to be nice and not take away his fun, but it's frusterating now feeling like I'm doing everything myself. At least one of your days/night off just be with me to help instead of hanging out with your friends.