relationship glow up

So a year ago, I fell inlove with a guy who personally I felt was too cute for me. We got together and it was nice, at first. He's three years older than I. He wanted to have a baby and be sexually active with me but the only problem is one, I'm too young and second, I was a virgin at the time. As months past by, I went to his house for the first time. Thats when he pretty much forced me to have sex against my will and you know, "lost my virginity". I ended up getting pregnant (I was 15). After that, he began getting extremely abusive. Emotionally, eventually turning into physically. I couldn't find the way to leave him, I was too inlove and forgave him too easily. Somehow, I found the strength to leave him. It was extremely difficult and honestly to this day, I don't feel like I've been completely over him.