I'm ridiculous.

I don't want to sound like another spoiled,entitled millennial. But this week has really been killing me. My new husband and I live in this scrappy little apartment and I hate it. When we moved in it was filthy and the repairs, were not finished. We have had problems,with roaches and water ants. We bug bombed and no more,roaches. But i went to cook today and,discovered,the ants were living in my stove! I cried. I can't handle this. They got into the food and were everywhere trying to escape,when i turned rhe fire on. They are also living in the faucet in the kitchen,and behind the medicine cabinet in the bathroom. We called,thr landlord,and they are sending out a bug guy on Monday but I'm freaking out. I have a,diagnosed phobia of any bug. And,now i am a 23 year old woman too scared and grossed out to go into her apartment without her husband. So i am sitting in my car abd waiting,for,him to come,home before I go in. My anxiety is so high right now.