I split up with my boyfriend last October after a 2 year relationship. I mean it was a mess of a relationship, he cheated 10 times and hit me several times and treated me awful but brainwashed me into thinking I was to blame for that I thought the world of him and couldn't imagine a life without him. I'd have him FaceTime me every single night to go to sleep and saw him every single day he was my world until he split up with me in October because he said I was was "spoilt , selfish and nasty" and he liked another girl. He then went on to speak to that girl and see her every day, we had sex again in December after back and forth messaging for 2 months whilst he was still texting this other girl he made it out to be some competition to win him but wouldn't tell her he was still speaking to me. They stopped speaking in January and I thought I had got him back but then straight after he'd already moved on to someone else and I began to realise that he didn't want me at all . He's now in a relationship with this new girl and he's been with her since February but I can't let go I'm so upset all the time and I know I shouldn't love him because of what he's done but it bothers me so much I just don't know what to do because I want to be over him😩