I posted this before, but for some reason I can't see the comments so...
Hello ladies, so I am with my bf for 3 years now and I don't know what is going on with me!! I just feel like nothing towards him. I don't know who to blame for this but for the last year he didn't care much, he wasn't affectionate, he didn't make me feel special even for once, neither he made me feel beautiful or cared for. He didn't ask about how my studying or exams even not for once ! On my birthday he didn't bring me anything, he didn't take me out and he didn't see me at all !! I felt so trashy and I spent the whole day completely alone in my room crying. He never ever gets me anything, not even a small thing, he didn't pay one dollar on us for almost 2 years !! I pay for the food, hotel rooms, I buy him a small gift to surprise him almost every month (sentimental things or clothes and sometimes just cookies). We didn't go out on public for almost a year (because he says that he doesn't like public places). I didn't even get a cute or loving text, from him for almost a year (unless if I send him a cute loving txt so his reply would be the only way to make him say sweet stuff). We meet once in two weeks almost, and when we meet we either go to a hotel room from the night till the morning, or we just sit in the car and have sex, and half an hour cuddling and then we go back home.
I tried to talk to him about all this, I asked him to care more, I talk about this maybe 5-7 times but nothing changed.
Yesterday we met (in the car) and I felt completely nothing towards him. I felt numb and empty, he initiated sex and I sucked his dick just to make him cum (once he comes he can't continue, he just gets tired and we stop the sex thing), so we can go home. And while the sex he was like "get closer I want to feel you more", and I tried to do my best but it still wasn't like always, I just had no feelings!!
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