it's all my fault

Kat
Only my first month trying and I've already failed. I took the wrong amount of prenatals and wrecked my stomach. Which lead to tests at the doctors. Who told me I'm too fat and too close to being a diebetic to be concieving. 😞 They recommend that I lose a significant amount of weight before continuing to try. I get it, they have the best intentions for me and this pregnancy/child. I only have myself to blame for letting my health get to this point. Now I have to postpone what we've already been waiting so long to have. All I can do is try my best to change it. So ttc is out for a while...😢