dilemma with relationship

Taifa
So i knew this guy since 2012 and since then its always somehing either he has a gf or talking to other girls. Everytime i stop talking to him we end up talking again. Everytime we try to be " friends " its always a fell i find myself lying to myself, cuz i love him and i feel like he does too.
He is just a confuse guy. He wont let go . He has a current girl now but that still doesnt change anything, but it urkes me and im suffering.
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