Sudden Anxiety

Last night I had terrible dreams about bringing the baby home.  Couldn't find diapers, couldn't keep him warm. I made awful decisions in my dreams where I almost lost him in a drawer once. (He was so tiny in my dream- like 6 inches.) After I woke up I couldn't sleep again.  Now I cannot shake this feeling of anxiety. Will I be able to feed him and care for him properly? Will I know what's wrong or if something is wrong? Ughhh. All of a sudden I am totally freaked and my anxious mind will not shut up. 😟