I think I got raped last night. I need advice

I remember having a shit ton to drink last night. And I don't remember much of anything else. All I want to do is cry. If I tell anything he's gonna lie I know he will. Or he'll pretend like nothing happened. It's all my fault and I shouldn't have drunken anything.

He told me it would be our little secret and I just clamed up. I felt like I wasn't in my body. I kept trying to fight myself to gain control of my body but I lost. I'm scared because no ones gonna believe. It's all my fault for drinking.

I dunno what to do. I only remember bits and pieces. (It was my cousin)

*Update* I just went to my local rape center for help and they were closed 😭

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Bl

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It's not your fault! For all you know, he slipped something in there! Tell someone immediately and if you decide to press charges, make sure you get tested and call the place you were at for security footage. What you need the most right now is a support system of people who know what to do and care what happens.

Si

Sierra • Jul 5, 2017
They gave me information and helped me to take control of my emotions

Si

Sierra • Jul 5, 2017
Thank you so much!

Bl

Blueswan • Jul 5, 2017
Okay, hope it goes well. I'll be here.