Period brain or what?๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’

bora โ€ข

Hey guys๐Ÿ˜ฅ

So its my 21st birthday party in 4 days and im having a party lots of guests and everything๐Ÿ˜‘

Since yesterday I have been thinking if it was necessary to throw a party I mean like it was not necessary or something and I dont think its worth all the money and effort ๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ˜‘

But i really wanted a great party for months and have been planning it in my head๐Ÿค“

Like evert time I was in a party I would be like " OMG i should definitly throw a great party and dance all night๐Ÿ˜"

But now im more like "really?why did i put me in this?๐Ÿ˜ฃall the cooking and thinking what to wear๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฉ"

I must say I do usually get this feeling and question everythink and go "meh๐Ÿ˜ฉ"

Do yoy guys think Im crazy or something๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I know its gonna be wonderful and Ill enjoy it but thats how I feel right๐Ÿ˜

How can I overcome that๐Ÿ˜ฃ๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ˜ฅ