Nothing I've ever worried about or cried about compares to the death of my son. I never knew you could have so much love for a person. People keep telling me things happen for a reason and that I'll be okay but I don't see it ever being close to "okay". In the short amount of time I had with him changed me tremendously. Every day I wake up I tell myself that it will get better but I find myself falling deeper in to depression. I try praying, lord knows I have but nothing can come close to suppressing the feelings and emotions I'm struggling with day after day. I just wanna feel better 😩 Please keep me in y'all prayers. Rest In Paradise my sweet baby 👶🏽😪💔 06/07/17