First Miscarriage

Stephanie
Im 33 going on 34 and I had my first miscarriage about a month and a half ago. I was four months pregnant and had a missed miscarriage. I lost the baby at 15 weeks, found out at 17 weeks because I was spotting and cramping. Gave birth to the baby a week later at 18 weeks in my bathroom before my doctors appointment. Even though I was sad and had a break down, I felt a closure being able to see my baby. I believe it was going to be a boy as well which is what I was hoping for. I would like to try but it took a year and a half for the first one and I don't know if I want to wait that long again. It's so discouraging and also not having any emotional support sucks too. Just wanted to share my story.