After 3 years of being with a careless bf, no spoiling, no dates in public, no sweet things to hear, no care, no effort. Now I got to my top point of how this is affecting me. I cry everyday, I am sad, I can feel no happiness no matter what I do, I wake up early on the morning and I cry. I am so lonely.

I tried talking to him about his attitude towards me but he didn't change.

I'm flying to a vacation with my family today, my baggage is not even ready, ( because I am not so happy, not even excited).

I'm numb, I feel nothing, but so angry and sad deep in my heart 💔

Every day I sleep and wish I could never wake up (now it's 5 am he and I woke up crying in my bed)