Constant worry

Jen • 35. I’m a mommy to a beautiful boy born 10 Feb 2018 after TTC for 19 months and stepmom to 2 boys. Now expecting another little one in June 2019.

Hi ladies, I found out I was pregnant nearly a month ago and am current 7 +4. Instead of enjoying the experience, I'm constantly on edge and waiting for the worst to happen. I suffered a MC nearly 2 years ago and have been ttc since. I hadn't had any luck so I started taking supplements to help but they were making me miserable and, in May, I stopped taking them and decided to take a break. Lo and behold, a few weeks later I'm pregnant. I was pretty shocked. Ended up taking 10+ tests before I believed it. Now everything makes me worry. If I cramp, I worry. I had some brown discharge over the weekend and called my fiancé in a panic bc I thought I was losing it. Now most of the cramping has stopped and it's making me worry. I have a bit of nausea here and there but haven't thrown up in a few days. Naturally this is causing me a little anxiety. I've had no spotting at all. I have nausea and my boobs are so so sore and I could pretty much nap all day if I could get away with it. But the cramping letting up is really worrying me now. Is it common for symptoms to fluctuate? How do you stop worrying so much? I really want to enjoy this and I do my best to stay calm but I'm really struggling.