Was 3w4d and so excited after taking 4 tests to confirm i was actually pregnant after 18 months of ttc and 2 cycles of clomid...started spotting and cramping. Then my grandma (in-law) passed yesterday (who was a wonderful, sassy, loving woman unlike any I've ever met) and today I started bleeding and cramping like a regular af. I'm so convinced it's a miscarriage from a chemical pregnancy. Haven't had a chance to call my doc because of everything else going on that has priority. I can't stop crying. This was the one positive amidst all the negative and now we lost that too. I can't even fathom starting to try again