Is it stupid that im kinda jealous...

Been with my boyfriend almost 2 years and now we are going to have a baby totally unexpected

Anyways he has been married before because she got pregnant.

But i feel like hes not going to care as much this time around.. Like i know its so the daughter can see when she grows up but they would take pictures of her baby bump growing and picrures together ..

I wish we could do that but i doubt we will... We don't even take pictures together.. Havent met his family well his mom and dad and cousin but that's all ..

Im 11 years younger than him so im guessing that's the reason

Kinda bummed... Before anyone says i should leave him or anything else I've heard it all before and im not he can choose to end things and ill be okay but for now i love the guy and his daughter and will stay by his side.