I can't poop anymore. I used to be able to wake up, poop, coffee would make me poop, being too hot or cold would make me poop, now I drink two cups a day, and can't poop at all. I'm getting so irritable. I want to kill my boyfriend 80% of the day. And all I keep saying to myself is "I hope this is it" "I hope this is the month of not getting my period and finally getting what I so very long for". God, I hope. I pray, even? But I doubt it. Never works that way for me.