so I have pushed so many people away, I have been stabbed in the back so many times. I deleted all my social media $ blocked every 'friend' I ever had. why? well the friends I did have were drinking or doing drugs every damn day if they weren't doing that they were stabbing me in the back. I was tired of having friends that talked shit about me and friends that aren't going anywhere in life. I can't keep dragging people around with me if they don't want a better future ya know? grow up or get outta my way. anyways I dropped them, I had one really good friend, she works had her own house & doesn't do petty shit. so after 5 long months of just staying to myself I reached out to her and told her what's going on, she forgave me and we are friends again but she has only seen me twice (last month and on the 4th for an hour) when we hangout she doesn't really talk to me, on the fourth she invited this girl that I don't like (she bullied me ALOT in HS) but I wanted to chill with my friend so I went but they didn't talk to me NOTHING. so I said fuck this and I went home. my friend has been hanging out with the girl I don't like almost every other day. I live literally 5 minutes away but she can't hangout with me? I don't know what to do. drop her or deal with it ?