So this is gonna sound crazy but i know my relationship is the worst relationship anyone could be in. And i know i need to get out of it, but im so in love with him. He treats me so horriable because he knows ill go right back to him. We dont meet eachothers standards and im just so hurt about it. How do you get the strength to just get up to leave.? Plus i dont have a car or enough money to get my own place asap.. what should i do?