Do you ever just wonder what the he'll happened in one of your relationships like it felt like y'all were doing fine and he just leaves you with out telling you why? Well I was in a relationship for a good 3 1/2 months. Yeah I know whooptie dooo but him and I were going to move in together after I was homeless for about 4 months on and off. His mother was trying to get into the relationship and telling him just because I was homeless that I was a worthless woman and that I was nothing but trouble. I am an Lna in the state of nh I was working 50+ hours a week to get enough money to by my own car and move out of the shelter. I never met his mom once. But it really pissed me off when he told me what she said about me. I later on found out he had just left his wife of three years who was pregnant 3 months with another child of his. Now being me I stayed the hell out of all the baby momma drama let the two of them deal with it. But anyways I was staying in a motel room with him and he had just gotten a job as a security guard working 11-7. The day before we were supposed to go sign the papers for our new apartment he up and left me. Blamed it on his kid(s) and said he wasn't being responsible that he'd be there as a friend for me. Now as mad as I got from waking up to that and how he just packed his shit and left me in the hotel room was totally mid blowing and crewel and sickening. I haven't talked to him sense but after like 2 weeks later I got hurt at work went to the doctors and they told me the most horrific thing. I had gotten a vaginal infection and that I needed to be put on meds. Now him being the only one I was messing around with at that time made me think the fucker cheated on me. And made me ask myself for how long was it going on? Was he sleeping with the ex wife still? Anyways I hear songs come on the radio and make me think off all the good times we had. Sometimes I want to see how he's doing. Is it fucked up to think I'm in love with him?