We have tried almost every month since, and nothing. I'm giving up hope. It makes me really sad because I love this man. We have been together 5 yrs. It's crazy because I have 3 kids. My youngest being 10. I had them all very young, but I'm only 31. I don't understand what's wrong with me. Or him. He also had kids. His youngest is 9. He's 32. I really thought we had something this month. Cervix stayed high and soft, then af arrived right on time. I hate her. But today will be day 3 of cycle and I stopped bleeding and started spotting mid day. I normally have about a 6-7 day period. Idk anymore. But all this trying to guess and calculate is really heartbreaking and draining. Uuggfff...