I feel like the people are me that are not taking such good care of their children, are being blessed with more children as I sit here waiting for my BFP. I had a miscarriage recently so that is very painful as well.

Some people I know don't give a shit about their child, will not take care of them the way they r supposed to and I'm hearing that they're getting pregnant with more children. Am I being bitter or is it just a normal feeling? How do I stop this feeling, if even possible.