Found out that I'm having a boy today. I feel so bad because I started to cry. I cried at the center...cried driving.....cried at home. I really wanted a girl. I've dreamt of all the stuff we could experience together and now that dream is gone. I will love my son with all my heart and I know this feeling will go away. But right now I'm so disappointed that I will never have a daughter as this is my 1 and only child.  My boyfriend is so supportive and tho he wanted a girl (he has 5 boys) he is happy and very encouraging. Just needed to vent. And yes I kno as long as the baby is healthy that's all that really matters. But a girl can dream tho....right