My baby boy was born May 25th, I was rushed to the hospital 5 days before that because I was bleeding. He was born 1lb 14oz and 34cm, So far we have spent 45 days in the NICU, it's honestly the worst experience of my life, watching him fight for his life everyday, I just want to hold him and never put him back in the isolate. Whenever he cries, I cry because I know besides a hand hug there isn't much I can do. He's doing good though, he's had surgery, 4 blood transfusions and 2 intubations.