please explain why

Each and every month I have been able to catch my surge and feel ovulation pains 30ish hours later. I usually surge on cd 15/16. This picture (which is clearly not positive) is on cd 10. That's really early for me to have a line this dark. Every day (twice a day) since this test the line has only gotten lighter. Today is cd 14 and there is barely a line. Am I just not going to ovulate this month!!! I'm so angry. My cycles are like clock work and then this stupid month had to happen. 😢