Yes, Jazmine Sullivan was singing about me in that song.

I'm possibly in love with my soulmate and I don't even know if I believe in soulmates, but this guy is everything I ever wanted. Our energies click on a level like I've never experienced but only dreamed of. We connect without having to try. He gets me and I'm so comfortable with him. On our meet up, I was so wasted, I was throwing up in his bathroom, and rather than take advantage, he checked up on me several times, massaging my back, feet, whatever to make sure I was ok. Brought me water, laid me in his bed to sleep and rest, while he slept on his couch. Who does that?! We haven't been able to stop talking since we reconnected after meeting 7 years ago, initially, and it's amazing. But he's not the guy I'm actually with.

I'm dating someone else who until two weeks ago, after two years of dating, and dumping me to get back with me a month later, didn't know how he felt about me. Confused. Uncertain if he loved me enough to be with me. Someone who told me he wouldn't be attracted to me after I had his kids. Someone who broke up with me because he sabotaged the relationship but made me the villain. Someone who confessed his mistake of breaking up with me to a mutual friend, wishing he could take it back, but waits for me to beg him to come back, and never tells me the truth about how he felt after breaking up with me, and continues to make it seem like he did me the favor of getting back together. Someone who goes on vacation with me only to text his buddies that he doesn't feel like he can go on vacation and be around just one person "it's hard", while also being the one who doesn't give me my space!

🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️ why?