So so sick and tired of having symptoms but bfns

Cassity • Laila 05/15/17, Xander 4/10/18, and Grace 11/06/2019

I sometimes hate how my body is. Last time I got pregnant, I had a period/spotting for seven days straight. Which is not how my periods are. Then a month and a day later, I found out I was pregnant. Then miscarried May 15th.

On the 22nd of June, i spotted/had a period for a week except it wasn't like my normal periods. Which means I think it's happening again and I've been having symptoms. Like a shit ton. I keep getting bfns though. I hate having to deal with the symptoms if Im just gonna turn out not pregnant. Legit it's sore boobs, nausea every single day, fatigue yet I can't seem to sleep, pelvic pain..meaning cramps and sharp pain that feels exactly how I felt when I was pregnant before. Ive even started urinating more. Had gas and heartburn too. If that doesn't say pregnancy then what does? Idk I'm just so damn frustrated. Or am I being stupid and testing too early? Should I wait until the 22nd?