Aight so, my boyfriend gave me his snapchat password so i can do his streaks for him and stuff when he goes on trips. I started looking through conversations ( like i shouldnt have ik im sorry ) but i found out he was fooling around with some girls before we started dating. It doesnt bother me at all that he did it because it was before we dated so it doesnt effect us. But i just wish i could have experienced other guys before him like he did with other girls. It doesnt help that i know these girls ( not close with them but still ). It makes me sick to my stomach to even think of him doing this stuff to them. I guess its my punishment for snooping but idk how to cope