So I lost my second child back in may after Mother's Day. Four days ago I found out that my sister is 6 months pregnant. She said she didn't tell cause she felt bad about me losing my child again and couldn't understand why God blessed her with another baby and took mines. She also told me she hasn't been taking any prenatals or been for her first appointment. She said she's still in denial. She also said she wants to abort the baby cause that's how much she doesn't want the baby. Well I asked her if wants to me and my husband will adopt the baby and keep it as an open adoption. She said yeah that sounds great, I also discussed it with my husband and he is on bored if she decides to it also.I told her she shouldn't be sad and depressed cause my child isn't here. It's okay I'm making peace. I told her this might be a blessing for both of us. I told her she had 4 weeks to make a decisions whether she wants to keep it, abort it or give it to us for adoption. I'm trying not to text or call her so much I dnt want to get my hopes up either. Should I be excited that I might be a mommy or what. Idk how I should be feeling cause I still get sad and miss my own child. I'm asking for all prayers and advice