18weeks plus 2... feeling like hormones have taken over and I'm an emotional wreck.

I've so far gained two stone (28pounds) and I feel so rubbish about it, I lost 10 stone (140pounds) and was going to loose more. My diet consisted of salad and grilled chicken nothing more or less on my plate and loads of fruit. I didn't eat carbs, kept fat to a minimum and don't even talk about sugar as it was a curse word in my book. If I did eat bad, I would be sick and take every inch of it out of my stomach....

I now eat rubbish constantly, my body feels sick when I think of a salad or anything healthy. I don't throw up unless it's un helped (morning sickness). I feel so drained like all I wanna do is cry and feel so ashamed as if I'm letting my body down and myself down at that matter. It's difficult when you're used to fitting in a size 6/8 and now I'm a 12. I'm getting bored of hearing the same "you'll loose if after the baby" line, it seems to be everyone's favourite line to say to me but it's just making me even worse.

Is there any other women out there who just gets it? Feeling like a total Alien 👽 .